To hard sayin' Goodbye

Tue, 08 Nov 2005 00:38:49 GMT

Blah I hate being sick it's the worst most boring terrible feeling in the world. I hate hate hate hate hate hate it. urgh.

With a little love, and some tenderness
We'll walk upon the water
We'll rise above this mess
With a little peace, and some harmony
We'll take the world together
We'll take 'em by the hand
'Cause I've got a hand for you
'Cause I wanna run with you
Yesterday, I saw you standing there
Your head was down, your eyes were red
No comb had touched your hair
I said get up, and let me see you smile
We'll take a walk together
Walk the road awhile, 'cause
'Cause I've got a hand for you
I've got a hand for you

I loove hootie and the blowfish <3 They have to be one of my all time favs.

I have nothing to write about. but I heart jdb =)

You were the last good thing about this part of town

Sat, 05 Nov 2005 00:37:38 GMT

How many people have you dated this past year?
umm, haha no one really.. well Brian.

How many people have you kissed in your life?
Let's not count and make this easy.

How many people have you said "I love you too" and meant it?
Ummm. My friends and probably two others. and my family.

Have you ever had a hard time getting over someone?
Mmm hmm.

Friends with your ex/exes?
Yes actually. All of them..

Been cheated on?
Don't think so.

What's the most romantic thing anyone has ever done for you?
haha, uhh most romantic, well I dont consider watching video game romantic and I've never gotten flowers and no one ever done anything special for me soo, nope cant say anything has ever been too exciting..

What do you look for in your ideal mate?
Someone who can make me laugh and smile when I sad. Who knows Im sad when Im pretending everythings okay. Someone who shows me off to his friends, holds my hand whenever possible. Kisses me on the forehead. Loves me for me. Does cute little things for me because the little things count. Someone whos not affraid to be happy and not affriad of having a relationship.

Biggest Turn-ons:
Can make me smile/laugh, eyes, and back muscles ;)

What Did You Do...

Last weekend?
hung out with alissa and josh most of the weekend.

Yesterday?
umm, nothing, school, Kailey came over and stayed the night.

Your last birthday?
went out to eat with the family and got ditched =)

New Years Eve?
Brians, BORING!!

Valentines Day?
Brian begged for me back hahahah

4th of July?
Went to Bay City

Halloween?
Birdland =) wif adam and eve

Thanksgiving?
Dinner with the fam

Christmas Eve?
went to sleep and waited for santa haha

Christmas Day?
opeded presents.

How is the weather?
Its beautiful fall =)

What are you listening to?
More then Words - Frankie J

What/Who are you thinking about?
Lables, and stuff.

What are you eating/drinking?
nothing.

What are you looking forward to?
Tonight with friends =)

What are you dreading?
Tomorrow, Grand Rapids BOOO!

How are you feeling?
Happy.

What are you annoyed by?
Dumb people who dont realize what they could have.

When Was The Last Time You...

Burped?:
Today

Kissed?:
Today

Went to the movies?
No idea.

Went out to eat?
El Charrittos the other night

Cried?
Last night durring a movie

Got dumped?
umm like before my freshman year..

Dumped someone?
July 4th 2005

Threw up?
a long time ago when I got food poisening for apple bees.

Went for a walk?
Umm went running today..

3 things you enjoy doing:
Dancing, being with the people I love and having fun.

Who was the last person you...

Talked to?
Jason

Yelled at?
My mom

Kissed?
Josh

Hugged?
Josh

Went out to eat with?
My parents.

Flirted with?
Joshua

Talked to on the phone?
Jason

IMed?
Mike

E-Mail?
Alissa Maybe

Danced with?
Nicole while we jamm

Fought with?
My mom

Worried about?
Everything

Cried over?
A Movie

Thought about?
Josh

Punched?
My sister
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1.When you look at yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you look at?
My hair

2.How much cash do you have on you?
twenty

3.What's a word that rhymes with "TEST"?
best

4.Favorite plant?
Oak tree

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
Jesse

6.What is your main ring tone on your phone?
Your body is a wonderland

7.What shirt are you currently wearing?
Teal tank top

8.Do you "label" yourself?
Meh no Im just Amber :)

9.Name brand of your shoes currently wearing?
I hate shoes.

10.Bright or Dark Room?
Dark

11.What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
Shes a sweeellll gal

12.Ever "spilled the beans"?
opps. shhh dont tell no one

13.What were you doing at midnight last night?
Sleeeeping :)

14.What did your last text message you recieved on your cell phone say?
You have one new voice mail

15.Do you ever click on "Pop Ups" or Banners?
haha yea those one where you have to like throw the football threw something

16.What's a saying that you say a lot?
My bad, meh, shh dont tell no one, bahaha, hiiiiii! PEACE

17.Who told you they loved you last?
uhhh. Lissa. I think

18.Last furry thing you touched?
Louis my booonnny

19.How many hours a week do you work?
hahaha ZERO

20.How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
none but I want a camera

21.Favorite age you have been so far?
15

22.Your worst enemy?
probably someone I hate, but no names hmm haha

23.what is your current desk top picture?
a perty picture of summer rain

24.what was the last thing you said to someone?
"do you still care about her..?"

25.If you had to choose between a milion bucks or to be able to go back in time to fix all of your mistakes, which would you pick?
fixing my mistakes, you cant take money with you when you die but a gilty concionce stays with you forever
______________________________________________________
Basics:
:x: Name: Amber Lynnn
:x: Tattoos: hate.
:x: Piercing: Ears
:x: Height: 5'3" or 4"
:x: Shoe size: 7-7½
:x: Hair colour: browwn
:x: Siblings: Amanda Kaye =) 18

Last:
:x: Movie you watched: Sisterhood of the traveling pants
:x: Song you listened to: More then words - Frankie J
:x: T.V. show you've watched that you enjoyed: laguna beach
:x: Thing you bought: hair cut

Do:
:x: You have a crush on someone: yes.
:x: You wish you could live somewhere else: I live in freaking flint what do you think?
:x: You think about suicide: nope.
:x: You believe in online dating: nooope.
:x: Others find you attractive: i'd hope so.
:x: You like cleaning: yes I do.
:x: You write cursive or print: both whatever I feel like that day.

For or Against:
:x: Long distance relationships: that would suck
:x: Suicide: against
:x: Killing people: against
:x: Teenage smoking: aganist
:x: Drinking: against
:x: Soap operas: for
:x: Sex: for

Have You:
:x: Ever cried over a girl: yes when they piss me off
:x: Ever cried over a boy: mmaanyy
:x: Ever lied: mm hm
:x: Ever been arrested: nope

Number:
:x: Of times I have been in love?: once
:x: Of hearts I have broken?: a few.
:x: Of people I could trust with my life: five
:x: Of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: I write in one :)
:x: Of scars on my body?: I got some pretty nasty ones.
:x: Of things in my past that I regret?: haha. Uhh three things.

Do you think you are:
:x: Funny: yes
:x: Loveable: sure
:x: Caring: yes
:x: Dorky: one of the dorkiest

Person who last:
:x: Slept in your bed: me and Kail
:x: Saw you cry: my mom
:x: Made you cry: A movie
:x: Yelled at you: Rip.

Have you ever:
:x: Said "I love you": yes
:x: Kept a secret from everyone: yep
:x: Cried during a movie: uhh yea.
:x: What time is it now?: 7:27
:x: Spring or Autumn?: Autumn
:x: Last noise you heard?: My dad fart
:x: Last smell you sniffed?: same thing
:x: Do you believe in love at first sight?: nope.

Other Info:
:x: Criminal record?: none
:x: Do you speak any other languages?: Je parle le francais =)
:x: Last book you read: Fahrenheight 451
:x: Who you love: Everyone minus one or two people
:x: Initials: Alp
:x: How old do you act?: like 5 when Im being dumb much older when serious
:x: Pets?: Louie my bunny and Pookie my fishie
:x: I Wish: that he would get outta work

Have You Ever:
:x: Thought you were going to die: yes when Greg threw me and I landed on my neck
:x: Wanted to Run away: a lot of times.
:x: Flunked a grade: nope.
:x: Skipped a grade: haha no
:x: Moved: never
:x: Attempted to commit suicide: uhh..
:x: Thought about it: ....
:x: Gotten drunk: once
:x: Been in jail: never
:x: Been in love: yea
:x: Been in lust: hahaha many times
:x: Smoked: yea
:x: Drank: yes
:x: Been suspended: nope
:x: Stolen Anything: yeaa
:x: Cheated On A Test: Miiiirrrr =)
:x: Been In The Hospital: Not for myself.
:x: Let a friend cry on your shoulder: always
:x: Fell asleep in the bath: in the shower.
:x: Gone to Church: mm hm
:x: Been on a hike: love <3
:x: Been to camp: yea CAMP PINEWOOD WOOO!!
:x: Gone a week w/out shaving: yea grooossss
:x: Didn't wash your hair for a week: definetly not.
:x: Broken something valuable: mm hm
:x: Been in a earthquake: no
:x: Been in a tornado: no
:x: Knew you were in love: yea
:x: Streaked in the streets: uhh ;)
:x: Screamed at someone for no reason: yeeeaa
:x: Stayed on the phone for over 3 hours: cameron, I miss that
:x: What religion are you?: Christuan
Booooo theres no more.. I love surveys hahhaa

whoot, Im lame.

Wed, 02 Nov 2005 03:16:48 GMT

Last person:
• you touched: Joshua
• you talked to: mother
• you hugged: Joshua
• you instant messaged: John
• who broke your heart: Joe
Are you:
• understanding: yes
• open minded: haha yes I am
• insecure: a lot at times.
• interesting: I hope so.
• hungry: not at the moment
• childish: I dont wanna grow up :(
• independent: Getting there
• emotional: very
• shy: I can be
• bored easily: yes, but also easily amused.
• angry: not right now :)
• happy: very :)
• trusting: yes
• talkative: most of the time
• reliable: all the time.
• self-disciplined: yea, I beat myself up sometimes.
• sleepy: I skipped half of school to sleep today what do you think?
• lonely: no
Info About Yourself:
• what is your birth name? Amber Lynn Patterson
• what is your birthday?: October 27th 1990
• do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? meh, kinda.
• how tall are you?: 5' 3"
• shoe size?: 7 / 7 ½
• brothers or sisters? Sister and brothar-in-law.
• job?: Psh who works?
Favorites:
• color(s): Yellow and pink and bluue and white.
• music?: everything minus screaming in my ear insane music, I like it mellow most of the time :)
• ice cream? sherbert or butter peacan.
• roller coaster: Every single one BECIDES the Mantis.
• candy: Gummy Bears
• cookies?: Suga :)
• juice?: Apple or white grape peach
• holiday?: Thanksgiving
• month?: I loove every month with summer winter and fall.
In the last 48 hours:
• cried: yeaa
• missed someone?: Kir :(
• yelled at someone? this morning when my mom was being crazy
• drove somewhere?: home from school
• talked to someone on the phone?: Lissa Bug like ten minutes ago
• smiled? right now
• kissed someone? yes :)
• hugged someone?: yeah
• last thing you ate?: El Charittos
HAVE YOU EVER
• been in love: mm hm
• been in trouble with the police? haha been chased by them but never caught
• hit someone? my sister
• played strip poker? yea
• missed school?: today :)
• broke something important? yeaa.. opppps.
• dyed your hair?: yeah, Im going to change it tomorrow I think
Okay, last questions:
• what is sitting next to you: an empty chair
• favorite sport? cheerleading hahah
• been in a plane?: nope
• are you bored of taking this survey?: no
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COPY and REPOST ! PLACE YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT LINE
(x)Pirates of the Caribbean
( )Boondock Saints
( )The Mexican
( )Fight Club
( )Starsky and Hutch
( )Neverending Story
( )Blazing Saddles
( )Garden State
( )The Princess Bride
( ) Labyrinth
(x)Young Frankenstien
(x)AnchorMan
(x)Napoleon Dynamite
( )Saw
( )White noise
(x)White Oleander
( ) Anger Management
total here : 5
(x)50 First Dates
( )Jason X
(x)Scream
(x)Scream 2
(x) Scream 3
(X)Scary Movie
(X)Scary Movie 2
(x)Scary Movie 3
(x)American Pie
(x)American Pie 2
(x)American Wedding
(x)Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone (1)
(x)Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets (2)
( )Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban (3)
( )Resident Evil I
( )Resident Evil 2
(x)The Wedding Singer
( )Little Black Book
total here : 13
( )The Village
( )Donnie Darko
(x)Lilo & Stitch
(x)Finding Nemo
(x)Finding Neverland
(x)13 Ghosts
(x)Signs
(x)The Grinch
(x)Texas Chainsaw Massacre
( )White Chicks
(x)Butterfly Effect
( )Thirteen going on 30
( )I,Robot
(x)Dodgeball
( )Universal Soldier
( )A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( )Along Came A Spider
( )Deep impact
total here: 9
( )KingPin
(x)Never Been Kissed
(x)Meet The Parents
(x)Meet the Fockers
(x)Eight Crazy Nights
(x)Cinderella Story
( )The Terminal
( )The Lizzie McGuire Movie
(x)Passport to Paris
( )Dumb & Dumber
( )Dumb & Dumberer
(x)Final Destination
(x)Final Destination 2
(x)Halloween
(x)The Ring
( )The Ring 2
(x)Harold & Kumar Go to White Castle
(x)Practical Magic
(x)Chicago
(x)Ghost Ship
( )From Hell
( )Hellboy
(x)Secret Window
( )I Am Sam
( )The Whole Nine Yards
( )The Whole Ten Yards
(x)The Day After Tomorrow
(x)Child's Play
(x)Bride of Chucky
(x)Ten Things I Hate About You
( )Just Married
( )Gothika
( )Nightmare on Elm Street
(x)Sixteen Candles
(x)Bad Boys
(x)Bad Boys 2
( )Joy Ride
( )Seven (SE7EN)
( )Oceans Eleven
( )Oceans Twelve
(x)Bourne Identity
total here : 23
( )Lone Star
( )Predator I
( )Predator II
(x)Independence day
( )Cujo
( )A Bronx Tale
( )Darkness Falls
( )Christine
(x)ET
( )Children of the Corn
( )My boss' daughter
(x)Maid in Manhattan
( )Frailty
( )Best bet
(x)How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(x)She's All That
( )Calendar Girls
( )Sideways
( )Mars Attacks
total here :5
( )Event Horizon
(x)Ever after
(x)Forrest Gump
( )Big Trouble in Little China
(x) X-men 1
( )X-men 2
(x)Catch Me If You Can
(x)The Others
(x)Freaky Friday
( )Reign of Fire
(x)The Hot Chick
(x)Swimfan
( )Miracle
(x)Old School
(x)Ray
(x)Radio
(x)The Notebook
( )K-Pax
total here : 12

(x)Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
( )Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
( )Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
(x)A Walk to Remember
( )Boogeyman
(x)Hitch
( )Back Door Sluts 9
( )Granny Gang-Bang 2
( )Anal Acres 1
( )Anal Acres 2
( )B-Cup Divas
( )The Fifth Element
( )Star Wars episode I The Phantom Menace
( )Star Wars episode II Attack of The Clones wars
( )Star Wars episode III Revenge of The Sith
( )Star Wars episode IV A New Hope
( )Star Wars episode V The Empire Strikes Back
(x)Star Wars episode VI Return of The Jedi...
( )Troop Beverly Hills
( )Swimming with Sharks
( )Air Force One
( )For Richer or Poorer
( )Trainspotting
( )People under the stairs
( )Blue Velvet
(x)Sound of music
(x)Parent Trap
( )The Burbs
(x)The Terminator
(x)The Terminator II
(x)The Terminator III
( )Empire Records
( )SLC Punk
(x)Meet Joe Black
( )Wild girls
( )A Clockwork Orange
( )The Order
(x)Spiderman
( )Spiderman 2
total here : 11
(x)Mean Girls
(x)Shrek
(x)Shrek 2
(x) The Incredibles
( )Collateral
(x)The Fast & The Furious
( )2 Fast 2 Furious
( )Sky Captain Of The World Of Tomorrow
( ) Closer
total here : 5
(x)Titanic
( )Saved
( )Bowling For Columbine
( )Farenheit 9/11
(x)The Sixth Sense
( )Artificial intelligence (AI)
( )Love actually
( )Shutter
(x)Ella Enchanted
(x)Princess diaries 1
(x)Princess diaries 2
( )Constantine
(x)Million Dollar Baby
( )Envy
(x)Eurotrip
( )Malibu's Most wanted
(x)Big Daddy
( )Black Sheep
(x)The Breakfast Club
(x)West side story
total here: 10
(x)A Christmas Story
(x)Spanglish
(x)Pulp Fiction
(x)Sleepover
( )The Evil Dead
( )Killer Klowns From Outer Space
( )The Seed of chucky
( )Vanilla Sky
(x)Nightmare Before Christmas
(x)Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind
( )Interview With The Vampire
( )The Crow
( )Purple Rain
( )The Color Purple
( )Reservoir Dogs
(x)Wayne's World
(x) The Phantom of the Opera
total here: 8
( )21 Grams
( )Blow
(x)Edward Scissorhands
( )Clerks
(x)Beauty and the Beast
(x)Guess who
(x)Monster in-law
(x)Elf
(x)stuart little
(x)stuart little 2
( )Mall Rats
(x)Clueless
( )Chasing Amy
( )Dogma
( )Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back
( ) Bill and Ted's Excellent Adventure
( ) Bill and Ted's Bogus Journey
total here : 8
(x)Beetlejuice
( )The Last Samurai
( )The Amityville Horror
(x)The Aviator
(x)Romeo and Juliet
( )Barbershop
( )Beauty Shop
(x)Legally blonde
( )Legally blonde 2
(x)the forgotten
(x)confessions of a teenage drama queen
( )the grudge
( )The Rocky Horror Picture Show
Total here: 6
Grand Total: 115

I can go with the flow anywhere I wanna go...

Sun, 30 Oct 2005 22:30:24 GMT

Welll I probably never ever write in this because I just dont ever feel like it.

My birthday kinda blew minus school I loved it at school because my friends did a bunches of stuff for me and then that night everything went downhill. haha oh well Im over it.

Football sundays are saddly over or at least on a break right now. I already miss them but I just didnt have time today to have one. awe saddness. Me and Reb probably cried because of it.

Im really happy right now eee!

Me and Lissa-Mo-Ree had mucho fun last night just being waaay stupid together
-TOOOCOO BELLL!!
-Urrghghhhhuurrgghhh
-Why do I have fwends like this urgghhh!?
-My cell phone can beat your cell phone in a race bitch
-CHINESE SPEAKERS!!
-Plucking some eye brows hahhaa
-We dont make discusting messes or anything ;)
-Im dumb in the cinamin roll department
-My abs are sore from laughing
I ABSOLUTLY L-O-V-E MY BESTEST FRIEND EVER!!

I hope I get to play marco polo wif my favorite boy today :) That would make my whooole weekend.

We could leave..

Thu, 20 Oct 2005 03:02:52 GMT

If you were______ what would you be?

[a flower] a lily
[a fruit] an apple
[a vegetable] a peice of broccoli
[a spice] the kind you put on meat that tastes good.
[a color] gold
[a bug] butterfly

Short Answer
[are you left handed or right handed?] right
[are you smart?] meh, I guess.
[whats your middle name?] Lynn
[how many personalities do you have?] 2 me and of course DAWN!!
[how many piercings do you have?] my ears.
[tattoos?] eww, no.
[do you like v-8?] only V-8 splash.
[what was your first word?] Promiscuous .
[are you superstitious?] Im scared of them
[do you read your horoscope?] ehh, de temps on temps.
[do you believe in that stuff?] sometimes its true.
[can you do a cartwheel?] yes I can.
[do you have bangs? not really.
[do you have contact lenses?] nooope.
[can you drive?] Not for another year or two. cool huh?
[what do you drive?] noothing.
[do you snore?] no.
[Do you drool in your sleep?] sometimes.
[do you lick your envelopes or use a sponge?] licky lick.
[do you keep a journal?] on here but that doesn't really count I guess.
[what languages do you know?] english, soome french, soome spanish, soome german, soome ebonics. haha
[what's the best awards show?] The Oscars duuuh.
[do you like onions?] heck no.
[do you like cotton candy?] yes I love it
[do you like Pina coladas?] I'd have to sing with bRad on this one, "and getting caught in the rain!!"
[what instruments can you play?] none.
[what word do you overuse?] I'm gonna marry him.
[what do you sleep in?] whatever I feel like.
[whats your bedtime?] when I can't keep my eyes open anymore.
[how many pillows do you have?] 2
[do you like to dance?] yes
[do you like to sing?] yea I guess, but Im no good.
[are you any good at it?] read the question above.
[how many cds do you have?] a ba-jillion.
[do you like to talk on the phone?] yes, I do.
[how many times have you moved houses?] never
[what do you think of chain letters?] I dont like them but they scare me so I send them
[do you like where you live?] meh, we have all the seasons and thats cool.
[is your room messy?] cluttery
[how many people go to your school?] 1200, or something like that.
[do you like your writing?] mm hm
[do you like to finger-paint?} FAVORITE
[what do you smell like?] Paris Hilton and dove shampoo
[are you organized?] noope not at all.
[what do you put on hotdogs and hamburgers] Ketchup and cheese on the burger please.
[do you sleep with a stuffed animal?] I used to but Kittys falling apart : (
[do you sleep with socks on?] I despise socks.
[are you ticklish?] very.
[are you shy?] sometimes.
[do you talk to yourself?] haha yea.
[is your house 1, 2, or 3 stories?] 1 with a basement
[do you have a basement or an attic?] basement
[what flavor fluoride do you get at the dentist?] strawberry or peach.
[did you go to preschool?] nope.
[are you a morning person?] most of the time.
[whats your favorite outfit?] never really thought about it.
[do you have a friend that you wish wasn't?] uhh..
[who has the most annoying voice in the world?] Kinny.
[do you believe in ghosts?] yes
[do you believe in bigfoot?] yeah
[whats your favorite feature (on yourself)] ummm, my belly button.
[what do you do when you're nervous?] bite the inside of my cheecks.
[who's your role model?] jessica simpson.
[what celebrities do you look like?] Im not too sure.
[what celebrities do you act like?] again not too sure.
[do you like classical music?] yes I love it.
[how old do you wish you were?] a year older like everyone else =P
[what will you name your daughter?] Gracie or Austyn
[son?] Austin or Jared.
[have you ever gone skinny dipping?] yes, I haaave.
[have you ever thought you were gonna die?] yes, when my ear drum ripped.
[where's the farthest place you ever traveled?] Flordia
[where do you wanna go?] Italy, France, Martinique and Mexico
[what is the best advice you've ever been given?] Graduate.

Sun, 16 Oct 2005 13:32:17 GMT

Go to Google.com and type in "(your name) needs" don't forget the quotes
and post the top five funniest results!

1.Amber needs an owner that would spend a lot of time with her and is willing to give her the discipline she needs.
2.You have to encourage her to get up and move. Amber needs to go to home with
carpeted floors.
3.going out blowjob - before going out amber needs to suck cock
4.Amber has been waiting since 12/01 . . .
5.Amber needs support for all her basic living functions, including personal care for bathing, toileting and feeding.

Haha mine arn't that great but ohh welp : )

Well this weekend has been really fun so far! So that's waaay coool I'd have to say : ) AND TODAYS FOOTBALL SUNDAY!!

Friday: Me, Lissa and John went to the game awe I love my best friends. Annnnd we lost haha go figure. But after the game we went with BHardy to wait for BCarr at his car ahha. So we decided on going to a haunted house. First me Lissa and Hardy went to Burger King because Carr had to stop at home so we waiting for him there then we all headed over to "Cell Block 13" ohh man. We waited for forever but finally after forcing Lissa not to back out we went in. Wasnt too bad at first and with all the guys in our group cracking jokes it made it funnny. But this one guy jumped out at me and it wasnt even scary so I called him an idiot. Opps bad move on my part.. he followed me through the rest of the haunted house and was like grabbing onto my arm and getting in my face going "amber dont let go amber hang on or I'll get you amber dont let go" and it freaked me out so bad omg. Just think of some crazy guy who looks half dead and half insane grabbing you and saying your name in a haunted house. Yea I cried. Me and Lissa were screaming at him because he was holding onto Lissa too so after "GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME" didnt work Lissa kicked him and I punched him in the face. Hahaha. He went away after that. We didnt even see the crainsaw part at the end I wouldnt look hahaha. After the haunted house we went to Meijers because Carr wanted a CD but the electronics thing was closed so we left and went to the High School and we were looking at the football field and wwe were going to go in and the fence was like already open and broken into and we saw some guys in all black peek around the corner so Hardy and Carr chased them down. We think they were bums but who knows because one of them dropped their bag and Carr said he thinks it was full of pop cans. But who knows. Then we went over at Pumpkin patch and just hung out it was a waaay fun night : )

Saturday: Came home from being lazy at Lissas house all day. Hung around the house feeling sorry for myself for a while, I hate sweetest day. Then went ove rto Kails house with a few other people that was fun me and Lissas kicked each others ass's but I definalty take the gold for that one. Then everyone left becides me Kail and Lissa and we went to Johnnys, then Lissa left and went back to Kails to go to bed and then really left after we got back. Me and Kail hung out there, I lost a bet haha. ;) Johnny stood on the fire like an idiot and Jason almost fell in it. Jay showed up with a car full and guess who was in the front seat? That'd be Joe and I haven't ever had anyone ever give me a look as dirty as that one. So me and Kail went back out to the fire and hung out. Stayed there until like 2 or so then we snuck them in till 430 (Johnny Jason and Derek) It was good times. : )

TODAYS FOOTBALL SUNDAY AT LISSAS BE THERE AROUND ONE OR YOU DEFINETLY SUCK!!!

booo

Sat, 15 Oct 2005 20:16:56 GMT

I hate this stupid day.

so you sailed away...

Mon, 10 Oct 2005 03:31:09 GMT

Into a grey sky morning...

well thanks Zach for telling me this song rocks because I looove it!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEY!!

everything been going well lately I have nothing really to say actually as I never do. Just that I loove my friends and Im so happy right now just hanging out with them. And other people are making me so much happier. Yesterday I played "front yard fottball" with Kail, Lissa, Woody, Woods, Vohwinkle, Richie, Mario and Marty and it was the most fun I've had in a long time : ) I loove my friends.

Gooodnight <3 <3

Auuuuudrey : )

Wed, 05 Oct 2005 01:19:44 GMT

Take the quiz: "Which famous movie kiss are you?"

Breakfast At Tiffany's
You are the Breakfast At Tiffany's kiss!

Yay, go figure!! I looove Audrey shes my all time favorite!!

I puked just a minute ago I dont feel good at all, and I feel like Im going to die, blah.

today was a very bad day.

Everything is not broken, but so much is..

Fri, 30 Sep 2005 18:58:38 GMT

Well, I have been in a shitty ass moood lately. Everyones just being weird towards me and its gay fag wad.ohh welllp. The game went good last night but I have a good feeling we'll get in a lot of trouble because we're not suppost to have fun while cheering.

Awe my dad just now called, and he made my day : ) just called to see how I was because he's heading up north for the weekend and he left me money even though my mom'll be here. haha he's cute. I <3love<3 him times ten!!

But anyways, schools gay but I did exceptionally well on my Alg 2 test yay for that. keep forgetting to read for adas. opps thats no good so I failed that quiz today. Uhh wrote my first story in newspaper I suppose. Mir looked way cute today with her sweats ans high heels. haha. I love that girl!

boys = confussing yucky sad stupid idiotic loserish mess. URGH.

Yea, I'd have to say I'm in love with him.

Tue, 27 Sep 2005 01:54:01 GMT

Welllll breaking news, Im madly in love with Zach Boros and I wanna be his forever =P haha it's funny how we're just freinds : ) ahha that blows. At least he holds my hand at school.

well long time no update. lettts see...

Friday was soo fun me and Morg rocked our #1 fan t-shirts, I think alissa rocked at life. The assemebly was fun but not as fun as the one on monday. Stayed after school had some pizza and other stuff made awesome posters and went to the parade in our escalade. Lissa looked soooo pretty. and soo did everyone else, I looooved loved loved Brittney Little's dress it was soo gorgeous!! We lost our homecoming game and it was way dumb, but we did have a sweet mascot and definetly the best band ever yea they were goood entertainment. went to brittanys afterwards and hung out until Josh got there and theen I went home because I was way tired.

Saturday, got up like maybe 15 minutes before my hair appointment fell back asleep in the car and got there and Kirsten and Kirsten were doing their hair done toooo, and as I was getting finished, Kelly Self came in too. After it was all done I went home put some make up on, ate some food, put the rest of my make-up on got in my dress took some pictures, chris got there and we took more pictures, went to Kails, took even more pictures walked across the yard to britanies and guess what?? mooore pictures, then we went out to eat it was soo good minus I had to go in the bathroom and unzip my dress before I died of sofocation. went back to Kails and took MORE PICTURES!! The we went to the dance and cut because the line was a mile long and this bitch from Powers was like I do believe you cute and you need to move to the end of the line now, and I was like "Excuse me but do I even know you? wait do you even go to our freaking school? so shut the heck up!!" I went insane damn bitches. The dance was a blast and a half omg it was so fun. I LOVED IT, waaay better then last year. Then after I went home to change then went to Josh's it was alright I guess, left and went to Ryans and David was so drunk he kept me cracking up like no other it was great, then I got some Mickey Dz wooooo! then came back and went to sleeep.

Woke up and the boys took me home. took a shower and went to the Renisance again. I got a Henna. Its cooool, hung out with chris who works there haha I love my twin brother : ) Then it started to rain and we came home. Then Joey came over and we hung out and watched football and the simpsons haha he always know how to cheer me right up.

Then school today and a amazingly easy practice yessss!!!

Got home and my Best friend Johnnnnn Wrizight came over and we went on an adventure. First to Ryans and found my earring after searching I was so excited I thought I lost it forveer and my mom was so upset. Then came home ate then went to Banana Boat to find it was closed for the season gaaaay. So we settled for Mickey Dz ice cream which is always amazing. Borught Lissa-Mo-Ree a Fru-gurt =P parfait, she looked happy poor things sick. Then we went and visited Justin R. Then we went to Wal*Mart. We were looking for a sweet CD case and found the coolest digital camera ever and bought it and Im getting one tomorrow. woo hoo!!!! then we went to Zachs to visit : ) that made my whole life. Now Im here writing a freaking novel about to go watch Desserts By Jessica Simpson on QVC so me and mom can buy good stuff from our idol!! loooovies.

I only wanna loove you... =\

Fri, 23 Sep 2005 00:54:46 GMT

I'm infatuated with you...

well homecoming is upon us and it rocks about hardcore style :) haha I loove it. Our float got done in record time, we're in second place and I have dressed up everyday this weekk EEE!! I'd have to say one day I was pretty much madonna 8)

Mmm, well I really like this boy, and I don't really know if he know's it or not. But I want him to, because I can't ever stop thinking about him, wooo for butterflies, it's crazy. I want him to be with me, but first I gotta work up to that.

Lord give Katrina victums lords speed to get out of Texas, I would hate for them to have to go through the same thing twice, and also help the people who are in Texas evacuate. Damn you Rita.

I'm simply craazzy about you..

Game got cancelled today due to gigantic thunder storms ahh they were mucho scary, yea theres a little mexicano for yas, 'mucho' I think I heard it on a taco bell comercial.. I was way pissed that it got cancelled, for once I wanted to cheer..

Im way bored, today was waay boring, nothing exciting happened, and I don't like that. Tomorrow shall better HOMECOMING whooot! me and Morgs and gunna look sweet in our #1 fan tee's.

I hope the rain stays far away for homecoming, it would blow if it rained for the 18th year in a row. I don't like when it rains in the fall, it just makes everyone lazzzy..

Baby, notice me.. <3

Sun, 18 Sep 2005 23:55:25 GMT

EVERYTHING IS WONDERFUL :) I LOVE MY FRIENDS AND MY LIFE!!! HOMECOMING WHOOOOO!!

Float building is everyday after school from after school till like 6 I think Im going everyday after practice everyone should come the juniors already got us beat in the hallway competition, trust me theres is amazing. But our float can be waay good too, PARTICIPATE!! Please thanks. K Bye!!

what's the use?

Sat, 17 Sep 2005 04:29:30 GMT

I don't even know anymore, I just want to run as far away from here as I can. Everyone minus a select few are different. I feel so sad all the time and I have no one to talk to ever. I try but to people my problems are little pieces of shit compared to theirs and I guess that I just complain too much and everything else. I wish I could just find someone anyone who like just cares. I had one of those and everything was good with everything and all I wanted to do is be on my own. That is one of the biggest mistakes I have ever made. Im losing everything, my friends, my best friend, my heart, my love.. myself. I don't know who I am anymore, this isnt me. At all. I want my life back. I want everything from last year back. But then I don't because I don't even know if I was happy then. I know I've changed but I just feel like everyone hates me, theres just so much built up and no one to let it go with. I can't speak without being corrected about my own self or being wrong about something according to other people. My freinds act to me as if they dont know who I am. I hate everything, I yelled at my best friend today and I feel bad about it and I even cried in public but I don't think I was wrong about what I said, she tells me the 'truth' all the time. So I just told her the truth I suppose I shouldn't have said anything. But what's done is done. I hate myself, I just wish there was someone I could run to and they just hold me and listen and care and love me. But Im just being selfish and wanting what I can't have. I hate everything everything everything. Im going to go sleep for 30 hours. I decided upon that. Thinking of how Im going to apoligize. urgh Im an idiot.

I Love Ferdinand <33

Fri, 16 Sep 2005 22:14:48 GMT

Welll I haven't updated in about ehhh eleven years. Haha, wow how about this morning nicole called me and I thought it was like 530 and I was soo outta it and I was like "brian lives eleven years away.." yes I was tired and said really random things but ya know random = love. Yea but when she called it was like 620 yeaa, I was running late after that because I kept dozin off in the shower. It was real neat, then Nicole came after I didnt thinnk she was and I forgot my phone and money and everything else I coulda forgot. It was real neat. Theeen I got to school and kept having some shitty luck today, but Adas's class was really fun and we talked about the weirdest stuff haha and Molly wrote me a note on my paper :-p it was cute.

I adopted my baby Ferdinand <3 the other day. I absolutly love him he's a little snail.. well the shell of a snail haha, yes and my husband (Tallman) and sister and Brother in-laws(Kail and Nick) have a way cute family. Our babies *Toucher, Ferdinand, Jaques and Nicolas II* I loove it hhahaha, damn french class it rocks.

Umm I'd just like to say I LOVE KEARSLEY JV FOOTBALL they have to be my favorite team ever. The beat Carman and Flushing I'd have to say Marty is amazing and Kyle Woods, Im his number one fan I love that kid he's my favorite. As well as many other football players who are amazing that I loove so dearly with my heart.

KHS VARSITY FOOTBALL: Keep your heads up boys I loove you and so does everyone in the district of kearsley : )

HOMECOMING WEEK NEXT WEEK IM SO EXCITED!! Me and Kyle B are definetly gonna represent the wonderful class of '08 in our game assembly! haha Im so excited.

weeelp. Later

ANDYY!!!

Mon, 12 Sep 2005 11:03:28 GMT

OMG MY JOURNALS SOOO COOOLLLL!!!!

Now she's left cleaning up the mess he made..

Mon, 05 Sep 2005 22:57:48 GMT

Wellll I haven't updated in a long while. I mean like actually updated with something worth while so this should be prettty long I'd have to say. Hmm but where should I start? Hah, well I just read my last entry of where I said something about my life ohh god it was soo long ago.. well here goes a good novel.

School & Stuff:

Umm a couple fridays ago was the first football game. Me and Lissa went together and matched in our sweet Kearsley football T-shirts that we bought an hour before the game : ) They ended up losing but it was such a blast it was okay. After the game I went with Kail, Mike and Lissa to her house to get my stuff and Lissa stayed there because she was gonna hang out with Mitch. First we headed to McDonalds because a billion people were up there and freaking Johnny stole my Mt. Dew amp and gave to to Aaron and he ran off with it and I got really mad then we hung out there for a while with people. After that we went over to Britanie Rountrees for about 15 minutes and I discovered where Aaron was so I could go make him pay for my wonderful energy drink. So we headed to Meisers which was a bit funner then Britanies. I found Aaron and after a long discussion he gave me my two dollars ;) We hung out there for a long while, me and Jason danced and stuff it was fun. Then we went over to the Sultmans no one was really there that me and Kail knew becides Jason H, Shavannah, Jesi and us four (me Kail Mike and Johnny). Me and Shananana went to the bathroom that was an adventure, Greg whom was there too took us. I like Greg hes so nice, too bad he left today : ( Well me Kail and Freel left there and went back over to Meisers. Me and Kailey sat by the frie with a few friends whom kinda pissed me off a bit and then we left and went back to Britanies to get kicked out because everyone had to leave. T Fry said he was having people over so we went there and I dont think I had more fun anywhere else I loved it. I <33 Travis : ) Then we went back to Lissas house and stayed in the camper. David ended up coming over because he was bored. So me Kail Mike and Dave went to McDonalds haha went through the drive threw twice. Then when we were going back to Lissas we had a piggy back race mike and Kail ran into a tree then Mike got stuck in a bush trying to jump over haha it was so funny i almost peed myself. Then I basically stayed up all night until dave and Mike and Kailey left and I did Lissas chores because I couldnt sleep.
School started the monday after booo! My classes are okay I guess but nothings as fun as it was last year. But Lissas got her lunch changed and now has it with me : ) Im so excited. My lockers the gayest locker in the school and I need a new one anyone wanna help me out with that one?? haha.
I loove how much closer Im getting with people though it makes me happy times 1000.
Umm another football game came and went. they lost horribly and I hated every second of it, I even cried. that was about the gayest game in the world minus getting to see Jack whomm I love with every beat of my heart and miss him even more then that.

N o w t h i s w e e k e n d : )

Friday: Wellll I ended up hanging out with Brittany, and we went to Micky Dz with Billay, Jesse and Alan :) Then after we drove around then finally were wanted at T Frys. Travis's was a bunch of fun like always I enjoyed it highly. I hung out with Joshy for a while then he took me home because my mom was being gay wad that night.
Saturday: My mom left for up north whoo hoo!! so I went to Nicoles because her mom and dad also went up there with my mommy. So we had the house to ourselves. Me and Nicole decided to go pick up Lissa and we went to go find Molly a fish which took about forever but we did end up finding one. We dropped sisa off and then went back to Nicoles. Barbie cameover shes a whole lot of fun. then we went out to this kids house and it was pretty losery, went back to Nicoles and Molly and Marcus came over. Me Molly and Barbie left. haha never laughed so hard in my life when I was with those two. We went to Taco bell ahhaa great order there and then to 7-11 where O left a slurpee on the car and it went all over it so we went to the car wash. It was really fun, then back to Nicoles where we hung out and had some fun. Went out to a genesse party and had a few fights ;) BJ blows no pun intened ;) Then to Archies and Brooks dropped that shit ahhahaa it was hillarious. and pretty sweet too.
Sunday: Went home went shopping with Lissa then went back over Nicoles haha. Barbie picked me up and we headed over there. Marcus and Josh came over and we went and rented a movie, came back and watched it. Then Justin Brooks came over and me and josh went out and swung on the tire swing then everyone else joined us. We hung out out there and then everyone went inside besides me and josh and we layed out there and talked for a long while, came in side and like everyone feel asleep becides me josh and marcus we plotted to ceran wrap Justin and Barbie to the chair but never did. then I fell asleep woke up and josh justin and marcus left : ( we went to bed.
Monday: Came home and cleaned, watched some TV and I need to do my homework, my mom just got home which is fun. Im hungry and want El Charritos too though :-p

Well theres my novel sorry if it was boring if you read the whole thing :-p Loove you gaters.

gay

Wed, 31 Aug 2005 19:09:05 GMT

haha I dont update becaus ei dont really care to much

School's gay. They made it gay. I hate it now.

Freedom? none.

FAG TEACHERS, becides Puffer and Adas I <33 those classes.

Being Bored : )

Fri, 26 Aug 2005 17:06:12 GMT

1. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR KITCHEN PLATES? white, and some have light houses on them.
2. WHAT ARE YOU READING NOW? haha like I read for fun
3. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? a racoon I think, maybe a no its a racoon.
4. FAVORITE BOARD GAME? Life.
5. LEAST FAVORITE SMELL? Old Garbage
6. FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING? what time is it?
7. FAVORITE COLORS: Yellow, pink, gold and blue.
8. LEAST FAVORITE COLOR: maroon.
9. HOW MANY RINGS UNTIL YOU ANSWER THE PHONE? whenever I get to it.
10. FUTURE CHILD'S NAME? Gracie Lynn and Lance Austyn.
11. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? Nillla!!
12. DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE FAST? I don't like it.
13. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL? no
14. THUNDERSTORMS - COOL OR SCARY? They're cool most of the time.
15. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CAR? I have'nt even taken drivers training. WHOOT!
16. WHAT IS YOUR SIGN? Scorpio
17. DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI? I loove broccoli
18. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB WHAT WOULD IT BE? Owner of a celeb salon.
19. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY HAIR COLOR, WHAT WILL IT BE? Brown like it is
20. IS THE GLASS HALF FULL OR HALF EMPTY? half full.
21. FAVORITE MOVIE(S)? The Notebook, Breakfast at Tiffanys, The Lion King, Finding Nemo and Legally Blonde.
22. DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS? haha never have
23 WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED? a shoe box, and a back pack.
24. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER? 2
25. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH? FOOTBALL
26. KETCHUP OR MUSTARD? Ketchup
27. HAMBURGER OR HOT DOG? hamburger.
28. THE BEST PLACE YOU HAVE EVER BEEN? Band Lands South Dakota.
29. WHAT SCREEN SAVER IS ON YOUR COMPUTER RIGHT NOW? black with a little wondows thinger.
30. FAVORITE FAST FOOD? M-C Donalds.
31. FAVORITE ACTOR(S): Johnny Depp and Matthew McConauhey
32. FAVORITE ACTRESS(ES): Rachel McAdams and Jate Hudson.
33. SHOES OR SANDLES: Sandals
34. PARIS OR NICOLE: Paris
35. JESSICA OR ASHLEE: Jessica
36. DRIVE OR FLY: Never Flew.
37. THE SIMPLE LIFE OR THE FABOLOUS LIFE: The Fabulous Life
38. DRIVER OR PASSANGER: Never drove.
39. FAVORITE SHOW: How do I look? The look for less, Room Raiders, Andy Milanokis
40. LONG ENGAGEMENT OR QUICKIE WEDDING: long engagement

Wishing upon you, a star.

Sun, 21 Aug 2005 23:46:47 GMT

This song never ever gets old. You and Me by Lifehouse = Love.

Well I haven't updated in a while. Honestly can't give you a day to day. But I'll think of things to tell ya about.

Last night I went to Josh Bertasso's moms wedding. Hahaha it was sooooo much fun minus the big Lurch guy pervert that told me and Nicoles moms that we were hott and kept hitting on us. He was gross he looked like a freaking drunken burn out loser ass hole which he was. Then Luke came and joined me, Josh and Nicole. It was a waay fun night. And Molly joined us also.

Been hanging out with Chris which has been fun. <3 <3 He makes me happy.

Me and Kirsten accidently died her hair purple but she getting it fixed after Aubreys mom tried and fixed it.. she helped but it still was well purple..

Tonight Im doing nothing due to certain plans falling through and me turning down one, because Im scared. Yea Im going to admit it.

Call me <3

100 questions.

Tue, 16 Aug 2005 18:44:54 GMT

1.smoked a cigarette - no.
2.smoked a cigar - gross.
3.made out with a member of the same sex - yep.
4.crashed a friend's car - never have even drove a car.
5.stolen a car - me and aubrey stold the jeep ;)
6.been in love - I believe so.
7.been dumped - unfortunatly
8.shoplifted - yeaa.
9.been fired - never had a job to be fired from.
10.been in a fist fight - with sister but nothing too serious.
11.snuck out of your house - yes.
12.had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back - ha, yes.
13.been arrested - no.
14.made out with a stranger - no.
15.gone on a blind date - nope.
16.lied to a friend - not big lies.
17.had a crush on a teacher - heck no.
18.skipped school - yea to go shopping all the time.
19.slept with a co-worker - because i have a job?
20.seen someone die - No, I seen someone dieing.
21.been on a plane - nope.
22.thrown up in a bar - cant say I have.
23.taken painkillers - yes they help.
24.love someone or miss someone right now - I like someone, I miss my friends.
25.laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by - love <3
26.made a snow angel - I love snow.
27.played dress up - I had three dress up chests when I was little.
28.cheated while playing a game - yep and Im good at it.
29.been lonely - right now.
30.fallen asleep at work/school - at school, Z mans class.
31.used a fake id - never had a reason to.
32.felt an earthquake - on a ride in Disney World.
33.touched a snake - Yea I stepped on one at sixth grade camp and my cousins have snakes.
34.ran a red light - my dad has.
35.been suspended from school - nope.
36.had detention - in elementary school.
37.been in a car accident - no.
38.hated the way you look - last years homecoming.
39.witnessed a crime - no.
40.pole danced - that I have.
41.been lost - mm hmm.
42.been to the opposite side of the country - yea pretty much.
43.felt like dying - right now.
44.cried yourself to sleep - about two hours ago.
45.played cops and robbers - my favorite.
46.sang karaoke - yes.
47.done something you told yourself you wouldn't - hhahaa. When dont I?
48.laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose - yusss.
49.caught a snowflake on your tongue - mm hmm.
50.kissed in the rain - I wish.
51.sing in the shower - I never do really..
52.made out in a park - uhhh, yea think so.
53.had a dream that you married someone - yea.
54. glued your hand to something - my other hand.
55. got your tongue stuck to a flag pole- no.
56. wear/worn the opposite sex's clothes - all the time.
57.been a cheerleader - i'm a cheerleader : )
58. sat on a roof top - yes.
59.didn't take a shower for a week - Noo.
60.ever too scared to watch scary movies alone - too scared.
61.played chicken - mhmm.
62.been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on - sweat pants and a sweat shirt, I always drown.
63.been told you're hot by a complete stranger - mmm hmm.
64.broken a bone - my toes. The nubby ones.
65.been easily amused - I'm probably the worst about that.
66.laugh so hard you cry - yes.
67.mooned/flashed someone - 8 ) what do you think?
68.cheated on a test - heck yes.
69.forgotten someone's name - yeah.
70.slept naked - yea the other day actually.
71.gone skinny dipping in a pool - mine.
72.been kicked out of your house - nope.
73.blacked out from drinking - yep, that was a good one.
74.played a prank on someone - yeea.
75.gone to a late night movie - mm hm.
76.made love to anything not human - no.
77.failed a class - never.
78.choked on something you're not supposed to eat - I choked on a string to a sweat shirt once..
79.played an instrument for more than 10 hours - can't say I have.
80.been cheated on by a bf/gf - probably.
81.ate a whole package of oreos - I don't like oreos.
82.thrown strange objects - yea, when Im mad I throw everything..
83.felt like killing someone - today.
84.thought about running away - want to right now.
85.ran away - almost.
86.done drugs - Im not gonna lie to ya, yep.
87.had detention and not attend it - no.
88.yelled at parents - yes.
89.made parent cry - I don't think.
90.cried over someone - yeah.
91.owned more than 5 sharpies - yeah.
92.dated more than 1 person at once - nope.
93.have a dog - no.
94.have a cat - many.
95.own an instrument - yea, a flute.
96.been in a band- 5th grade.
97.had more than 25 sodas in one day - gross.
98.broken a cd - yea.
99.shot a gun - no.
100.been on myspace for more than 5 hours - yea :[

yea Im adding to it...

----> This or That
:: Ben or Matt: Matt
:: Orlando or Johnny: Johnny
:: Spice Girls or Dream: Spice Girls
:: Pepsi or Coke: Neither.
:: Blonde or Brunette: I like both, but Brown for me.
:: Blue eyes or Brown eyes: Green.
:: Vanilla or Chocolate: Vanilla.
:: Dogs or Cats: kittens, but dogs.
:: Christina or Britney: Christina
:: Lip-stick or Lip-gloss: I like both :)
:: Rock or Rap: Rock, definetly.
:: Prep or Punk: More prep, but theres punk in there too.
:: Pink or Purple: Pink.
:: Local place or Starbucks: Ewww coffee. Local
:: Tv or Computer: Computer
:: CDs or Radio: CDs.
:: Spanish or French: French
:: Brad Pitt or Mel Gibson: Mel Gibson
:: Basketball or Baseball: Baseball
:: Apples or Oranges: Apples.
:: 1/2 Full or 1/2 Empty: 1/2 Full.
:: Morning or Night: Night.
:: Chicken or Turkey: Turkey.
:: Salmon or Tuna: Tuna.
:: Poser or Poseur: Poseur.
:: Freedom or Stability: Freedom, and attachment.
:: Cheese It or Cheese Nips: CHEEZ-IT
:: Birds or Bees: Birds
:: Rollercoasters or Waterrides: Water Slides, and the lazy river = love.
:: AOL or AIM: AIM
:: Drugs or Liquor: Hahaha.
:: Gold or Silver: White gold.
:: Nike or Adidas: Adidas
:: 80s or 90s: 80s
:: Preschool or Kindergarden: Kindergarden, can't compair.. didnt have pre school.
:: Cubed or Crushed: Cubed
:: VH1 or MTV: MTV
:: Truth or Dare: Dare
:: Harry Potter or Lord of the Rings: Uhhhh...
:: Pen or Pencil: Pencil
:: Peppermint or Wintergreen: Wintergreen
:: East Coast or West Coast: West coast
:: North or South: South.
:: Pedicure or Manicure: Both.
:: Target or Kmart: Traget.
:: Top or Bottom: Top.
:: Hug or Kiss: Hug while kissing.
:: Sporks or Foons: Forrrrks.
:: Cubs or Sox: Sox.
:: Cake or Pie: Pie.
:: Rain or Snow: Rain.
:: Fall or Spring: Fall.
:: Winter or Summer: Summer.
:: Swim or Float: Float.
:: Walk or Run: Skip.
:: Beach or Mountains: Beaches.
:: City or Suburbs: City.
:: Love or Lust: Love.
:: Carmel or Car-a-mel: Carmel.
:: Stars or Moons: What would the stars be without the moon?
:: N*sync or BSB: BSB.
:: Car or Truck: Depends. I wanna Dogde Ram though : )
:: 7th Heaven or Everwood: 7th Heaven.
:: VHS or DVD: DVD
:: Skip-it or Hopscotch: Hopscotch
:: Fish or Birds: Fish.
:: Shoes or Sandals: Sandals.
:: Cough or Sneeze: Sneeze
:: Bath or Shower: Both I loove them.
:: Stairs or Evevator: Elevators are fun.
:: Yes or No: Yes
:: Jelly-filled or Cream-filled: Jelly-Filled.
:: Loud or Soft: Party
:: Sister or Brother: Sissy : )
:: Michael Jordan or Dennis Rodman: Jordan
:: Nick or Disney: Disney.
:: Fun or Boring: Definetly boring. Fun idiot.
:: Ohio or Pennsylvania: My heart is in Ohio.
:: New York or California: Cali baby <3

Come on, lets go..

Mon, 15 Aug 2005 15:54:02 GMT

Well I just got done working out. Hell yes to two miles, 300 crunches and 100 push ups. Woooo! I went nuts. Musta been the meds. I ran three miles today. Thats fun. Cheerleading -> stunting tomorrow! hell yes. Lets just not tell the doctor ;)

Me, Lissa and Kir Hass had a three day party in the trailor. Well more like me and Lissa. Desrochers only stayed one night and didnt come back the next but the night she stayed was way fun and Hass came over the next night but didnt stay :( Big T is my favorite hes so freaking funny. The second night we had some fun and had a coupple people stay the night :D I had a GREAT time.

I got my homecoming dress yesterday, its pink and its love. I absolutly love love love it. I wanted a black one but they werent working out for me. But my pink one reminds me of the old'n days and I loove it so much.

hope my plans for tonight work out <3 <3 <3

Grey sweat pants, no make-up.

Fri, 12 Aug 2005 03:45:21 GMT

Yesterday I went to see Conhon. He removed three moles. Talk about horrible and Im never doing it again. It hurt so bad when he put the shot of numbing shit in it and then I couldn't feel anything becides him tugging at it and cutting it. The blood dripping down me and the stitches being sown in. I almost died. I was so terrified. I was shaking and hyperventilating. They hurt like a botch now. Especially the one with like ten stitches in it. yea my bra straps right on it. But Im not going it free boob.. sorry.

Spent the night at Aubs house last night. We watched Phantom of the Opera. It was a good, and fun because I loove Aubrey shes my favorite.

Went to practice and didnt have to run. Me and Tay just walked a coupe laps, it was niiice.

Hung out and watched Pocahontas with myself today. Walt Disneys my favorite. He was the greatest movie maker of allll time. Sat around ate the last of my star crunch thingers. Almost cried when I pulled out the last one those are my favorite. I need them.

Talked to Clint today, I miss him we are hanging out soon. Because he's my favorite person I think about ever. I miss therd hour a lot. It's boring not seeing him everyday.

Hung out with John, we went to Wendys and that was cool then we we're driving around like old times. Then we haadd to go to dowdall and hung out with team supreme. That was cool since I was the only girl there. Then Me and Brian left because "we needed to talk" and then got in a big fight, and I had an emotional breakdown.. big time. Theen he felt really bad and hugged me until I stopped cryin. But he still pissed me off. Oh well. We're friends now so thats cool.

I miss my secret friend =( but I dont really know what to think about that anymore.

saadd

Thu, 11 Aug 2005 00:12:05 GMT

Girl: hey baby i want to show you....
Boy: ( cutting her off ) ugh i'm so mad
Girl: why? whats wrong ?
Boy: ugh everything
Girl: explain baby
Boy: just lost a championship game,
parents flipped out on me for no reason,
and im catching a cold
Girl: well hey there will always be other games,
you know ill take care of you when your sick,
what your parents flip about ?
Boy: they are making me pay them for a car repair
Girl: is it alot of money
Boy: no it just sucks
Boy: but hey i dont feel well im going to go lay down
Boy: bye
Girl: wait i want to give you some...
Boy: cant it wait til tommorow ?
Girl: yeah sure
Girl: bye
Boy: bye

2 hours later a friend of hers asks her to go for a drive ...she goes.....

her friend swerved to avoid a truck....hitting a tree instead

her friend was killed instantly....shes in critical condition

This is the conversation between her sister and her boyfriend

Sister: omg ( crying )
Boy: what? whats wrong ?
Sister: my sister...your gf was involved in a major car wreck
Boy: is she ok ? ?????
Sister: shes in critical condition
Boy: i'll be there in 10 minutes

He shows up to the hospital room ...standing outside the door
going over the last conversation in his mind over and over as he
heard the machines beep and beep and breathing tubes pump

Boy: she wanted to give me something or tell me something
Girls mom: yeah this...

it was an envelope smelling like she did sealed with a kiss in lipstick

he opened it.....

it said ..... your everything to me....i love you with everything i am
and everything i have...i want to spend the rest of my life with you

sealed in it was a ripped movie ticket from the first movie they went to

and the first picture they took together

he kissed the picture as a tear fell from his face onto the picture

it looked as if in the picture she was crying

then the machines flatlined....3 minutes later she was pronounced dead

If you have any heart...any soul...or want to be happy you will repost this.
if you care for someone ...do not let something like this ever happen

Post this in the next 200 seconds and you WILL have THE best

day of your life THIS SATURDAY. You're number one *love* Will

either kiss you, ask you out, or call you or better. If

you break this chain you will have a lousy day on Saturday, and

you know you can.

Make some noise idiots.

Tue, 09 Aug 2005 15:17:48 GMT

Welll cheerleading today was very sweaty. The whole work out thing didnt really hurt though because the camp thing kicked my ass more then a mile would. Mmmm Cheerleaders and their marathons. Yea Varsity, JV and Freshies.. we could deffinetly beat the cross country team any day ; ) or at least Carrie's trying to make us into track stars who knows. Anyways. Stunting+Amber=bummer because I dont anymore. Whoot to that BULLSHIT. Oh well maybe I'll go gain 50 pounds and I can base. RAR! Enough of cheerleading. Im sure some people are annoyed.

I went with my mom last night and saw Dukes of Hazard. Greatest ever I loooved it, and yes Jessica Simpson didn't wear too much the whole movie. But hey she looks good while doing it so who cares? SHES MY HERO. :)

Brian decided to stop by last night, much arguing.. crying, etc. But yea he thinks I'd be so much happier with him? idiot.

I feel like Im losing all of my friends. Lissa's mad at me or something. Mir grounded :( Britt's in Macinac.. BUT I have Aubs :)

Started tanning the other day to get rid of my discusting tan lines. Including short, socks, sports bra, bathing suit and tank top tan lines YESS! So far, its just made it look worse. Ohh well. It'll work sometime.

I feel like going and dieing, or running far far away. Goodbye fucks.